Don't you forget about me

They say love is just a game
They say time can heal the pain
Sometimes you win
Sometimes you lose
And I guess I'm just a fool
I keep holding onto you..

These aren't just lyrics...its the voices in my head....Im numb now...i wana cry but i cant..i have no more tears...im going into depression...i know that..i can see that..but i cant help myself..too many questions will need to be answered...i cant handle all that..i love him too much..but there's nothing i can do. If this is the end, then i dont wana fight fate...im tired of being abandoned..i know i stand nowhere now..maybe he's right...maybe this is best for us..but who is gona make it official? i have no energy to do it..its been 5 days i last spoke to him..mum asked me if i missed him..i said no...she said i was heartless...the truth? i miss him dearly..i juz dont know how to express myslf..its much easier to write and throw my thoughts into the world out there....let me be judged by strangers..i dont care..im tired of being judged and blamed for things i never did....i'm so hallow baby...i'm so hallow...